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Now

This is a now page. Essentially an answer to the question, “What have you been up to recently?” I update this page as the focuses of my daily life ebb and flow.

Feeling

Last time I updated this page I wrote about Wordle. Since then I cultivated a 65 game streak, then pared back my committment to "I play on occasion when I feel like it," then finally down to "I quit and I'm tired of this game." I still regularly receive updates from people on their daily scores, which I entirely ignore—but which also might rope me back in to the game this summer when things are more relaxed.

I am feeling accomplished and nervous. I've spent a big chunk of time since December renovating this website and its guts. It is now working almost exactly as I always wanted, including RSS and JSON feeds. Now the hard part is finally beginning: the actual production of words and stuff. What I truly believe about myself is that I like to tinker with ideas and systems, but when it comes to having something to say, I shrink and never take the first step. I'm the nosy neighbor who won't live their own life. That changes today.

Thinking

I don't have a single thought these days except Let's try to finish these website projects. Get back to first principles and find the simple things you enjoy. Maybe that is actually a thought I have: I am trying not to be seen wearing AirPods around the house or in the company of others. I am listening to fewer podcasts, and two little tweaks are improving my focus on everything I do.

Watching

  • Evil—spooky one feat. Ben from LOST. The will they/won't they plot lantern is too heavily leaned into, but the religious vibes are fun.
  • Severence—watched this with multiple household members. Rewatching is rewarding for this one.
  • House of the Dragon—took the plunge on the GoT universe last year and blazed through it all. This is why watching TV is dangerous; what a thrilling and soapy timekill.

Listening

Visit my listening page for the most up to date cataglog.

  • Elliott Carter's Violin Concerto
  • Aaron Copland's Clarinet Concerto
  • End of the Middle, Rich Dawson
  • Antigone, Eiko Ishibashi

Reading

  • The New Yorker
  • The Story of the Lost Child, Ferrante

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Recent Notes

Just when I was ready to move fully into spring, and set the fan on medium for the night, a cold front moved in and ruined it - and caused me to wake up cold - and add a base layer for standing at the corner all morning.

The pain of choosing the right word - of finding a way to Say the Thing on your Mind - is a mild form of suffering I constantly feel - the need to convey, to be understood as you intend. To get it right, and be accurate.

POV you see a dumb political ad, and you know you would never ever vote for the cludgy, cringey candidate - but you still need to google "comptroller" because you don't have a clue what that role is - and you realize you might be just as cludgy and weird as the candidate - because at least they know what a comptroller is and why they want to become it.

Doing some late night web work - and I am completely exhausted. You become aware that it the interaction with screens that keeps people awake and losing sleep.

Somehow I remain convinced that my own thoughts are unique and special and unlike those of any other person. Like a child. That I see things in a way nobody else does or can. That I think about things forgotten or unnoticed.